Me and my instabilities...im not comfortable with her being around...and in the picture...
BUT yesterday...unlike i would as usual air my opinion, regardless of anything else, kept my uncertainties to myself and acted all nonchalant...
i upset my cuddlywuddly...and made him think that i didnt care at all...
I DO!

how? how? how? How am i supposed to come to terms with the whole thing? i do trust my cuddlywuddly... but its not that! its just that i cant bring myself to even think of a life without my cuddlywuddly...what would i do?

never felt so freaked out in my life...its scary that i can even feel like this...

i know one thing for sure though...its past us now...and I LOVE HIM!