comfy, cosy...scary...

a perfect way to end the month...cuddlywuddly & i went to have ice cream...very comfy cosy place that was...its nice just sitting and talkin to him...very comforting...so easy going things are...BUT...i had to screw things up...coz i did speak out my thoughts on how i thought i was messing things up for him at work...and boy did he not look mad...and that was upsetting coz never ever do i want him to be mad at me...then he held my hand, kissed it and told me that he couldn't stay mad at me for long...:) hmm....cute!

because...

ive been wanting to do this for some time...its supposed to be a surprise for my significant other...

this is gonna be a record of all the wonderful times of our lives

he will only get to read this...at sometime special...

i needs to record everything coz he is the ONE and i just know it and dont want to forget even one minute of our lives together...

shopping!

ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! our first shopping trip! me & cuddlywuddly had hot chocolate...ok... correction... i had the hot choco...it was fun the whole shopping thingy!...feels
nice to be doing stuff like this with him...he is so clueless about what i should get and not...but just having him there itself was nice...met one of his goodfriends...and lots of other people he knows...

this was also the fateful day that i HAD to go pluck my eyebrows for the very first time...and jeez did it not hurt! :( but cuddlywuddly promised to kiss them and make them
better!

dont wanna leave his side :(

just driving around...gosh! cant believe i went back to work again...and trying to get out of that place was horrid...but anything to spend sometime with the cuddlywuddly :) dont feel
like i want to leave his side though! but then...sigh! guess i dont have much of a choice ya!

yep! again!

date no 4 - 50 first dates AGAIn! yummy seats...yes yes yes! i agree! well well well! never thought i would go out with the cuddlywuddly...plus...guess its true when they say "there
aint nothing like a first kiss!" ;)

its official!

date no 3 - being in cuddlywuddly's arms ...mmmmmmmmmmm........indescribable.
im now officially cuddlywuddly's significant monstrously cute creature ... hmmmmmmm........feels nice! Wow! things just seem to be falling into place & most importantly in the right sync too! Plus...here is the confession of the day...im falling for him!...falling and falling and falling :)

shit things happen when u dont need them to

today was not a good day...i didnt need this shit coming back to me...i didnt...we both didnt he just turned everything upside down...just when i was moving on with my life...he had to come and upset everything...i wish he didnt come downseeing cuddlywuddly today....wow! he was like the best thing id seen for the entire day. felt like i was in the safest place in the world, with him.thank god i have my cuddlywuddly. seeing him seemed to take all the shit away!

Fifty 1st dates ;)

Short term memory loss! :) My problem precisely, but it aint as bad as it is on 50 first dates ;) otherwise poor cuddlywuddly would be meeting me for the first time 'everytime'!being in cuddlywuddly's arms was nice. sometimes feels like its going too fast and sometimes feels like its just so RIGHT! im not even scared when im with him. he kissed my hair so many times...mmm...heavenly! he probably thinks i didnt notice...but how could i?rewinding a bit...he told me heaps of stuff...abt Jo and things. it's actually reassuring that he chose to tell me all
this, because i know that he feels comfy talking about stuff to me...rather than keeping it to himself. it feels like things are finally RIGHT!...thank god he is so understanding

double chocolate cheese cake... YUM!

Double chocolate cheese cake! Yum yum! it was a date of sorts i guess...i know i talked about a lot of things. it freaked me out though, the way i could open up to cuddlywuddly, he held my hand, freaked me out even more. somehow though it felt nice as well :)